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| I am turning 15...
I know i mention on the last entry that i am going to update about beijing everyday.
SORRY!=,[ but China blocked facebook and xanga and everything=,[
I did a journal everyday...but,,,it would be quite boring for you guyz to read itXP
Basically, i love my music class and I had LOTZ of fun!!!<3
okay...SO!
very special this year, first time celebrating my Birthday in somewhere other then Hong Kong.
It would be fun:D tomorrow's program is very fun!:D
This year, in my 14th year, is the BEST YEAR I'D EVER HAD!
Seems I experienced alot.
I experienced what is real love, I love my family, I love my Spiritual family,
I love my friends, I love my brother's and sisters and MY TRIGGER MAMA!!<3
the best thing is...I FOUND GOD! HE LOVES ME AND I LOVE HIM!
I found god, then i got baptized, all happen on the same year.
There's a Change in Me...on my 14th year, the liquid love just flow into my whole body<3
and i felt god's calling on me...
Thankyou god for your gifts in my life!
Thankyou for wonderful family and friends!!!<3
Thankyou for letting me go to as many trips as I want!
Thankyou for Giving me such a nice bed and a beautiful worm big house!
Thankyou for using me to stretch out to touch lives
Thankyou for walking with me through trials and all the hard times<3
For many years, i alway wanted to express how much I love my families.
But, only worlds can't explains it all.
Thankyou for loving me and never giving me up<3
I learnt a lot, experienced a lot and made a lot of decisions.
and God is always with me!<3 Without him, I am nothing! AMEN!!<3
I know once I turn 15, my life would be different,
I have to experience even more trails, for example, IGCSE!
But I know, if I put all faith in god I dont have to worry!
just follow what I should do and walk with god!
JUst how much i thankyou for people in the world
Giving me so many chances to change, and never gave up on me!<3
Thankyou for TMM, NII, IMAGINE, Beauty and the Beast<3! THANKYOU MR.NAZ!
You really taught me A LOT!<3
Thankyou for Worship central, Vine Church, my spiritual family!!!!!!!!!
HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU GUYZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<3
anwzzz......................................................
i will try my best to upload pictures on facebook everyday in Chiang Mai
Which i already did:D Go check it out!:D
THANKYOU!!! I'M SO BLESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<3 | | |
| >I feel so bad=,[ coz i use twitter alot, and it makes my life much easierXP
SO! wow, A LOT of things happened during this time,,
FIRSTLY AND MOST EXCITINGLY
I baptized on September 18th =]
well of course, life is not easy, i am facing trails=]
and i will be strong! just knowing that god is walking with me, i do not have to worry all things!<3
my life has become quite mess up lately,
but of course now i am, very good=]
Since the day when i first decide to get baptize,
i face troubles, my life has become harder.
I never cried and worry that much EVER in my life.
basically, i went through a time that i was totally...a mess up child.
There's a bible story saying, if we just listen to god's words, follow him and have faith in him.
we don't have to be afraid. And when we face trails, sometimes god want us to give up something
for our goods. And the reward will be much greater then what we gave up.
It's from the book of Job. =]
Now i got through my hard time=]
and i got my reward=] and i know there's so much more i have to face in the future.
for example IGCSE... i am not going to give up and worry.
I will just work hard and follow god's way!
Once, i was not sure about if what god told me to do it right,
I ignored him and went for what i think was good.
at last, i lost, i made a huge mistakes...
Now I know, because i went through a lot, and now i know,
I WILL LISTEN TO GOD WITH ALL MY HEART AND MY SOUL AND FOLLOW HIS WORDS.
SECOND BIG THING THAT CHANGED ME is that I involved in A LOT of shows lately=]
The Hong Kong Singers' Production "Thoroughly Modern Millie"
during late August, Mr.Naz invited me to join
We performed on the 6th-1th of October.
The cast and crew were awesome! all of them are very nice<3
I really learnt a lot form this production. =]
Yew Chung first professional magic show in history "Imagine"
we performed on 29th-30th of October.
this show is overlapping with "Millie" but still,
I am very proud that i can actually handle it=]
people there doesn't know anything about theater,
they only have a strong passion and dream towards this performance.
and, we did it^^
An original Musical written by our English teacher Mr.Sampson "Nothing Is Impossible"
again, this was overlapped with magic show. actually the audition time is on one of the
performing day in "Millie"...THAT TIME! i really struggle A LOT! it's the hardest hardest time!
well, and i got an invitation from Mr.Naz to be the choreographer of the show.
and i said yes, and it's totally a CHALLENGE for me!! I didn't took professional dance class before.
I find it hard, and we only used 2 WEEKS to prepare the show! It's too stressful.
even thinking about it.
but i find tht it's really meaningful doing it=] because we work together with oxford university press.
and this musical is used as a source for second language students.
The songs and the script have a lot of meaning to it, we can actually learn a lot from it=]
although it look as if it is just a love story, but NO!. there's so much more to it=]
we just had the cast party of "NII" today=] great fun=]
WE DID IT!!! AND NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE:D TEAFUNNY!!!
=] and i go to church regularly now=]
I go to The Vine :D <3
I am going to Beijing tomorrow:D
ai, we have to arrive airport at 6:45am =,[.
anwz... i miss Beijing, and it's freezing out there!!!!!!
I will do a daily blog here=]
Sorry for not updating lately=]
Hope that's not too much for you guys to catch up XP | | |
| new song:)
i record it two days ago,
and i don't know the song very well XD
although i wrote itXD
record it with my camera, it's kinda causal, not like recording in a studio.
so, please don't judge me, but do give me comments!!:D I NEED THEM TO IMPROVE MYSELF!
if u r listening to it, please read the short paragraph below. :) <3!
the name of this song is "we need some love"
people in the world is falling apart,
there's no love in our hearts. We dunno what love is.
people are struggling, broken, lost, suffering, hungry, hurt...
we REALLY need some love!
when i wrote it...
i got really upset because of what's happening in the world.
not many people in the world know what is love,
it is really really sad... humans and humans are breaking each other's heart
all the curses, discouraging speech, crazily searching for love...
so, im inspired :D
enjoy.
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| I shared my first testimony =]
this is real, this is me, and god is so AWESOME!!!
so, went back to school today, i'm late again..
But never again:) i am stand up as a new person from now on!
the greatest love of all is from
God and family.
no matter is your own family or spiritual family or god family,
they are your family, they loves you unconditionally =]
just say I LOVE YOU to your mummy and daddy! with your hearts!
it really mean alot to them=]
really wanna remember who prayed for me just now,
really wanna thank her, she just speak out all my problem and pray for me.
and i just met her today, through the prayer. thankyou=]
thx Gavin and Silas for bringing me back to school today,
my spiritual brother and my spiritual father XD!!! U GUYZ ARE SOOOO AWESOME!
i'm so blessed, and i am loved by my heavenly father=]
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| went to fusion camp...
this is an experience that i will remember for the rest of my life
god made alot of changes in me=]
i konw my blog is all about god now.....
well true....."my life is in you lord"
this is one thing that i HAVE to share.......
well........i wanna write everything here.......
but i wrote journal every night in the camp...
so....i do not need to post it here......
unless.......well....anws
last night...i STRONGLY felt god's holy spirit..
the holy spirit is progressing....working on me.....
i COULD NOT control myself.....
the only thing that i can describe when i feel the holy spirit is like
some one pushing me towards the ground........
and push push push........
couldnt control..........
i didnt cry as much as before......at the beginning......
i feel god's holy spirit when i worship...
everytime......i felt god's holy spirit...is when i worship=]
accept for once......when i was in my room.....
XD skyping with becky and lebon XPP
it is truly amazing<3
not only me........i was really surprise....last night..........
like 3 out of 4 people felt god.....we all........all of the youth felt the holy spirit
when i stand up.....i was shock to see that..........
god, really touch our hearts
when Silas pray for us,, i was like seriously couldnt control any part of my body......
i shake...i cry i cry i cry..i have that "been push feeling"..i just.....god is taking away my sins.......
and waking me up!
this is really amazing.......
then when the leaders come and pray for us....
firstly, paster Steve and Bon Bon come and pray for me....
i am really touched by god that moment....
both of them pray in english for me at first
then they pray in tongue for me...
paster steve pray few lines in tongue...
then he said to me : "ness..god is telling you, you are her daughter, and he loves you."
then i cry i cry i cry again.........this is want i want to hear deep inside...
i mean.......the leaders are so amazing....
they know....what are u thinking.....when even I dunno what am i thinking...
and my needs......what i need..........
then they pray for me that god will give me peace....
yes....that's what i totally need......
then aunty joey come and pray for me...
she is really peaceful and gentle.......
thankyou god!......aunty joey really make me feel peaceful......
with her hug...her prayers.......her heart<3
after that.......i can stand up........
and be a new vanessa.........be god's daughter.....
then when i stand up..i was really shocked...............
alot of other youths are touched by god too!
they felt god's holy spirit........
i was really really shocked0.0......
they cry...they shake....they pray.........
god is also progressing on them..........
that's what i've been pray for!
that god will let the others feel his holy spirit......
just like what he did to me.........
who will EVER think that yew chung student
actually have a christian faith in them?
i think this is totally impossible......
but it happened........
the other youths are touched by god too.......
god......this is truely amazing...
what you done to us....is amazing........
last few weeks....i start writing a song......
i can only write a few lines.....and no more....
some how i cannot wirte it........
it's a worship song......
and it's amazing..........
god is speaking to me though the song that i wrote!
that;s what i wrote:
Lord, we pray in your name
that you'll give us, a peaceful heart
Lord, we pray for forgivness
forgive our sins and what we've done
Lord, we pary with our hearts
to welcome you to come into our life.......
truely amazing.....
god.....is speaking to me in so many different ways.....<3,,
thankyou god that u blessed yew chung........
bless the brothers and sisters in fusion......
thankyou god!
and i also really wanna thanks paster steve, vicky, bon bon, aunty joey,
uncle arron, Jerome and Slias, Johanna, Josha and brian.......
thankyou. with all my heart.....
truely, deeply,,,thankyou and god bless!
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